My feeling.

I don't know what you say to me yesterday is it real?

But today i'm really feel you starting treat me like someone.

Maybe i'm think too much.

I'm really getting confuse on it.

Today you seems like not very want to chat with me.

Is it all topic we already said finish?

Yesterday night, i was think many things.

I cannot sleep well, till i'm very tired.

No wonders why i'm super tired now.

I'm tired because all of my friend.

Although i do well, also will let people say as bad

When I will be the 主角?

When will all people treat me as real friend?

when?

My friend saw this post sure will say i'm "sohai"

Say "we treat him like friend, like that say back"

But please touch your heart, is it treating me as best friend?

About msn or sms.

Only some event or asking only find me.

I'm already stop sms-ing everyone.

I very sure, till next month

Only call me for event and asking something about computer.

Nearly, really happen many things.

But i'm can't find anyone to let me say hearts thing..

I will learn back before, everything just put inside the heart.

And i never tell anyone anymore.

Now for me, blog is my best friend.

I should tell my blog what happen.

hahahaha.

Surface i'm act, in my heart is bleeding.

End___

Don't come and see next time.

It is just a public diary of me.

Save the best for the last

Save the best for the last

Today was my last day of confirm.

I'm still trying to test you all.

Hope it was not the same.

I've been waiting till night.

And watch the result.

Maybe i'm kinda stupid.

Why should people suddenly find me chat?

But i'm already disappointed for some days.

Because i didn't see friend find me chat before.

Yeah! Today my brother was successfully passed and get the license.

Unluckily my father still don't let him drive car.

Why i'm like chatting with myself?

Blog already changed for my daily chatting box

Think to write, and reply the answer what I've write.

Is it i'm already mad?

Today I said i want go genting highland with my classmate.

Luckily still got one place, that's me!

Hope it fun that time.

Friend, i at here tell you all a sorry ><

Because i'm already delete my 1st facebook account

and just left the 2nd one for friend

I'm create a new facebook, not for you all.

Is only for unknown friend, msn too.

Sometimes i online my msn.

No one chat me also.

Just i went to chat people.

In msn, i just transparent.

So i created a new facebook and msn for know more unknown friend

Maybe they don't know who i am.

Will chat with me.

And I save the best for the last

...

End.

My Life

Friend !!!

Sorry.

I should tell out my feeling.

this is my 2nd time to feeling like that again !

My phone was never ring or recieve any message

More than 2months, and all of the friend like already gone.

Except i go find others for chat....

Chee Shing and Kar Yan... u two was the most terrible

You two online on the chat group

But reply slow like hell.. i thinking what you all doing at?

So i went to ask chee shing, are you with kar yan chatting another room?

Chee Shing reply ya, very fu yan.. because front parts i zat him...

nevermind, i was kinda hurt @@

Why don't chat together? But it past !

I went outside, and im thinking...

Why you all like very hate me ?!!

Ya, my action abit sohai and idiot..

But i treating all to you with my heart !

Ya, i went back and online..

You two 1stly put online

After that, i chat you

You all put away (together)

And you two put back busy again.....

Im fucking ready to lost two friend at the time

I stairght off my computer, and lay on the bed !

I cry softly prevent my bro hear it.....

A time passed, i think n think

I should go back and ask properly

Once i online, you two say sorry to me

Say you two are playing... owhh : (

I was very angry, and i scold you all

without controlling myself !!!

And at the same time......

i happy to go sleep ><

Till today morning.....

I keep find all the group people chat ~

Till i find goldfish chat...

Goldfish, you in my heart

Friendlist u was the 1st one !

Today i was turn badly

I test you.....SOrry ><

I whole day didn't find you sms except morning..

I was trying to let my best friend chat me 1st___

i mean you, i waiting till just now 9.30pm...

You online... i wait awhile.... haha

You never find me chat, then i find you chat XD

Starting, 有说有笑..

After that starting like don't like reply already

Like just now you did ! haha

After that im really feeling weird

I told you my feeling.. i taught it will be better

But i did it more worst...haiz

Goldfish, Im sorry @@

I have own before, and i will let go now...

We are best friend before..

Im born to with no best friend...

because i duno make ppl laugh

i duno make a good fren

duno how to be a good guy

duno how to be a gentlemen

and i im duno who i am

My mother got went to temple on CNY

And say my b'day n tis year

Im the most unlucky year, will die or what

Ya, im kinda unlucky ><

1st hurt was hurt by eva....

2nd hurt is hurt by ky

3rd is because family n fren

4th is because of now happening..

On class, i concentrate on one group of friend only><

I friend with girls.. hahaha

Is because i knw girl is better than boy care a good friend.

I think this year im really unlucky

This year i was trying to be a gooooood guys !

But i enough of doing a bak chi ><

I still bak chi till sms with ppl

And ask ppl isit me very annoying?

I think enough to think for friend....

I have hurt myself mutliple time...

I have to recover.. My life is born to no best friend

And im always the people who getting rejected !

On Family

Daddy, mummy, kor...

I think im was very lucky can be relation wif u all

Because you all have different same places

Daddy..

You is kinda selfish...but u do the responsible as a daddy done

U always dun buy tis n tat for me, im very angry

But u r thinkin of my future.. i know think alr

Mummy..

You was the first mummy i never see most most gooood !

You are totally amazing, perfect !

For the 1st example, when i plying comp

U take the water till infront me n let me drink

N take back the cup and wash it ><

Im very bad.... this thing i also cannot handle myself....

But sometime you say d thing very hurt people><

hahaha.. but i always love you !

Kor...

You sometime are selfish too..

Is because you dont let me play your computer always ><

Always bully me when i small....

But same la.. i also very love you..

hahahahahaha

Im not going to die or what..

Im just writing my life in my blog..

Im 15 this year..

I will share my life when im bigger more