Thursday, September 30, 2010

Tears drop when I see you

Cry__




Today___
the 1st day i cry like a big child__
My tears non-stopping___

I keep scare she will leave me alone___
I love her___


I trust you, and i love you!
My dear ching yee___


Monday, September 20, 2010

I am just an outsider

Just can hear, but can't join.


Starting feel alone, i'm don't know why.
Just can hear what funny that funny.
But i'm still all alone, no one join me.
Funny thing share with myself only.
All go where play and celebrate,
but i'm the only one don't know : )
That's all right, just be back silent.

Keep quiet, stop status-ing and shut up.
Everything just store in heart, and slowly forget it.

Know why i say myself an outsider?
Just can see you all friendly together but except me.
Even my girlfriend, bestfriend also have their destiny.
Feeling i'm just a bitch, see you all.

What called a friend i don't know already.
Getting hate? scold? I'm really tired.
What you expect to trust me?
He is a idiot, but everyone pray him as a god.

Go genting play with you all, yeah!
That's great when all say it, but without me is more better.
I just fucks like an outsider, how i join you all more friendly?
Why i join you all more friendly you hate me?
Say my bads behind me? Friend? bestfriend?

I'm tired of love also, care this care that.
But what i get? Once and once again getting hurt?
I sing that song 手放开, got reason....
That's the reason i'm really tired..
Exhausted, show your love can?

Although i'm sick no one would dare to care that.
I'm say i'm moody, does anyone ask me what happen?
I gonna stop be a fucking moron at there post status..
Friend are just will hate me, back step!

Just telling myself once and once. WATCH OUT!
Really slowly leaving.
So tired. Sacrifice are gains nothing.

My dear, i love you____<3
Just love you, muackxxx....

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

可能我真的错了

家人与爱___


最近我几乎天天都头痛.
可能我还发着烧.
我真的在这个家越来越辛苦.
真的很想离开.
我也发觉我头痛的原因是因为压力.

今天, 我第一天去超级补习.
学了很多东西, 但我拿了妈妈的钱去交学费.
妈妈没有做工, 爸爸也没给钱妈妈用.
我觉得我很没用, 既然拿了妈妈的钱去......

当我回到家, 妈妈跟我说___
你的爸爸啊, 对我说 : "我不知道他, 我不会给他钱交学费!"
在这一刻, 我当然是伤心和有点生气.
不过这我习惯了, 我应该学会自己赚钱 !
养我自己, 在家我是多余的.
没用的, 什么都不会!

我开始不是我自己, 天真的我.
在想要什么就有什么 ~ 是幸福的男孩!
怎知道我不是 @@

就连要去补习也要自己找钱去给.
我很想很想去死 !


静仪, 不是故意天天跟你吵架.
我真的很大压力, 我不能怪你.
你第一次谈恋爱, 很多东西你也不懂.
我跟你, 不懂可以多久.
你懂吗? 爱情最重要是把情人看得最重要!
我今天去补习, 我不跟你说话你就不跟我说.
你看到我闷, 就来问我 : "很闷哦?"
到你做完了你的考试子, 你就转去后面讲话.
你体会到我在你隔壁吗? 不要背着我..
我想看你的脸 ! ==
我们将多天不见面 ~
我还以为你会很多东西跟我说..
但你没有东西跟我说, 但是你跟你朋友很多东西说~
我就在隔壁看你说, 对你说话..
一句回我一句, 跟朋友就不会停...
在我朋友里面, 我放弃他们全部!
你上线我跟你聊吧了 ~
SMS 我也只找你聊 !

你说我很重要, 什么重要?
yittoon叫你去哪里玩, 你也不会告诉我!
我什么都不懂, 我爱你 !
我家人已经给我很多压力 !
我最需要你, 但你一次又一次的.......
聊天时, 也不会多问一句....
我想跟了解你, 我做到了
但你了解我吗? 懂我伤心吗?
或许我不会爱, 让你爱的很矛盾!
就连爱人与好朋友也无法去选!

我天天都去要吃一粒panadol..
才会让我比较舒服....
家人与爱, 我很辛苦!
其实我跟你的爱根本不稳定...
就因为我家人, 也把爱弄得很乱..


我真的很想说对不起!
我需要的你, 是关心我.
体谅我..


我爱你...









Monday, September 6, 2010

Let Go

手放开


既然他在你的心中有个将重要的位置.
我也选择慢慢放开, 好让你比较幸福 ~
你总说我想太多, 我也说我想太多.
这样让我会好过一点.

那份爱我对你那么深已经慢慢冷却下来..
就因为你的一句不懂..
那伤就像百多个飞刀叉今我心里 !
泪水也迫不及待的慢慢想要流出 ~
既然一个你最爱与一个朋友你选择不到..
就代表了在你心中的位置是一样对你那么重要..

在面对那么大的劲挣之前, 我以为你会支持我!
但原来不是.......
我不会逼你...我还是很爱你 ~

其实你应该当我是个坏人 !
切切底底的伤害你无数的数字 ~
我把所有带来给你的伤害说声
"对不起"

我不是个好人, 不是个好男友 ~
我不会做男友, 只会妒忌 !
也不会怎样疼爱你 @@

就让我给你最后一次疼爱...
手放开 ~





Love You___<3

Thursday, September 2, 2010

go away please !

Don't be an idiot disturbing us!


You have what qualification to say me?
Still wanna say i'm a playboy?
You playgirl, you the origin playgirl!

She is your best friend and not your daughter!
She not under control of you, you taught you is who?
Big sister or Godmother?

Everything is fine, nothing happen!
Is because your fucking mouth, make little small thing to a big case!

And what the fuck you angry? We in relationship our business!
And why your hand so many, want to make trouble to us?
Is it we break then you happy?
Don't be fucking selfish please!

I'm a playboy?
Love a girl for 4months without loving other girl!
Also call a playboy? fuck you!

I with her together is because the girl hurt me so bad.
My gf everyday call me don't sad, and point the positive way to me!
You taught everything goes very simple?

Say an i love you then she accept me?
don't be stupid !
She not a people simply choose bf!
==

And please keep back what you say today!
" Don't kiss her"
" please "

Not your business!



I love you ♥

I love you



Dear, i can love you is my proud.
And now you are my most important thing that i cannot lost in my daily life.
Our story is not a short story! We go through many thing only together.

We been through normal friend, best friend.
Even we get misunderstand both, but we still are best friend.
Till a time past, i got some feeling on you.

Got a people told me, got people want chase you.
Don't know why i'm getting nervous to know who is the guy.
Then starting feel down and sad because scare you accept the boy.

But our best friend level already go through!
Over level, we starting to both have feeling.
But i told you 1st, have feeling to you.
haha ~

A feel day passed i cannot wait for more days
I told you I love you ><
And you call me answer for you! LOL
that time i know you already my girlfriend ~

And the feel day was passed, i quite scare i hurt you.
Scare i break with you and all that!
after that, we go jusco see movie..
haha, i hold your hand when watching movie

And that time start, our gan qing step in again
I think it was very stable, if nothing serious happen causing us break.
Then i was very very very love you.

Dear, i say once again.
I LOVE YOU



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